'Let Go'

What have I done
Deserving of fulfilled wishing?
They say change will come,
But gone is all hope inside.

So numb I could prick this finger
With a needle to nonchalance;
The ones who never once cared
Now fail to revive this lost soul.


The stage and the spotlight,
As factual as some fairy tale;
Even if somebody comes
To mend this heart and teach me to soar...

I'd only want to be let go;
I'd only want to be let go.


Nothing will ever
Part me from this utopia;
When my eyes are closed here,
They open there, where I belong.

Such a waste of one shining sun
To make me smile for just one moment;
For when I am laughing, I laugh
Before the dark clouds return again.


It's nothing but a joke,
So scared for all they don't want to lose;
Well, the horizon looks so bare,
Hope I never see myself reaching there...


I'd only want to be let go...

I'd only want to be let go...



... I only want to be let go.
Why won't You let me go?




~ Composed on 11th of May, 2014. ~